about
who am i?
Today, I was asked, "Is everything you do sensual?" As I was running my fingers of the silk of my dress. I looked up, feeling a little caught, pulled from my reverie. "Yes." I beamed, because it's true. It's something I love about myself. All of my senses are heightened all the time. One time a friend said they thought they'd need to take a little acid and molly to get on my sober level. And I'm inclined to agree.
I will pause a walk to fill my lungs with the fragrance of flowers in the air or the brine of the sea. I revel in the symphony of fingertips against skin. And I close my eyes to taste the nuance of ingredients in a meal and I love to try to guess which herbs were used. Have you ever seen someone get close to cumming from a perfect bite? Well, if you're curious to see it, take me out to a delicious spot, and buckle up, baby. But know, that I will need you to shush while I come apart to pleasure.
I enjoy long walks on an empty beach with my dog. Looking for pretty rocks and shells. Throwing bits of glass back into the sea to grind deeper into the sand. I long to get lost in the woods with her. My sweetest girl. My wee babe.
I have a few special interests, but my most special interest is the study of the human experience. I love figuring people out. Learning what makes them tick. Watching them light up as they talk about their loves. Witnessing their shadows dance around them as they feel the dark things that demand to be felt.
your experience
Life feels rushed. Demanding. Every interaction is stuck at surface level. People ask, “How are you?” and you reply, “Good. Busy.” then they say, “I hear that.” It's rote. Hollow. You feel an ache for something and you’re not sure how to ask for it.
You ache to deepen your experience of life. You crave something new. You ache to stop pretending; to stop being the person that everyone needs you to be. You want to feel seen, heard, known.
You're seeking an escape, but, perhaps an escape isn't quite the right term. Maybe, as you're reading this, you're realizing that what you really need is a sanctuary. A place of peace and safety. A space to retreat. To feel unbound and unburdened. To cleanse your body with salt and spit. And to revel in everything your body was made to feel.
This is my life's work. To create and keep a safe space for people to deeply feel all of the things they want and need to feel. All of the good. All of the bad. I live to relieve the ache. I work to unburden the bodies of those around me.
You pause, realizing you’ve been talking for a while now. Rambling? Shit. Maybe. You look up and see her. She’s wearing that red dress, hair tousled, lipstick faded after the second drink. She has her chin resting on the palm of her hand, leaning forward towards you, just slightly. A smile curls her lip just a touch as she says, “Go on.” The smile blooms fully. She nudges you with her knee under the table. “No, no. I must be boring you by now.”
“Tell you what, you have until I finish my drink to talk my ear off, and then we’re going to get out of here.” She picks up her drink, slowly lets the liquid barely kiss her lips, sets the drink back down. “Sound good?”
After, cleansed in sweat and lust you’re laying in bed with her. Your breathing slows; slower, one more big sigh, in and out. She giggles and buries her face into your chest, nuzzling as she wraps a leg over yours and curls her fingers to the back of your neck. She tilts her head back to lay a soft kiss on your neck. She asks you a question, and it’s so unexpected that you burst out laughing. She beams, “What?”
”What do you mean ‘What’? This is hardly an appropriate time to ask me something like that.”
”Au contraire, I think it’s the best time.” Her smile is a touch devious, and you think, maybe not for the first time, that this is something new.
us
quickies
34 years old
5'4"
curvy, hourglass
tattooed
overeducated
i am a...
dancer
sailor
ceramicist
poet
cinephile
oyster shucker
super taster
comedian
unabashed lil freak
practitioner of the perfect toast
seeker of the perfect song for a moment
i love...
sunsets
food
flora
silk
books
(i'm shooting for 52 novel novels this year)
the sea
i am...
"Also thank you for last night, you were an absolute delight. You are really fun to go out to dinner with because the conversation is absolutely fun as hell. And I really did like us debating the best reasons for you to be throwing a drink in my face for me to be able to get a comped meal. Very attractive. Super into it."
-W
